I will always make you feel special

this poem was in the drafts for a few days now! Still crude, do let me know where I can improve!

Oh girl,
oh girl! Dont worry
because I am sorry
for not growing up with you.
Now I promise to hold, when you get old
and I will always make you feel special.

Oh baby,
oh baby! Dont haste
because I will not waste
this chance to be with you
come any despiar or struggle,
and I will always make you feel special

Oh girl,
Oh girl! Dont pretend
because I will understand
those feelings and desires unvocal
because I will always make you feel special.

My girl,
my girl! Dont cry
because I will try
try to make you smile.
Touches, caresses, hugs, kisses
to let you know
I am always here, for me you are special.

A stranger in the world

As i stroll on the sidewalk
I see faces so blank, so obscure.
I ask this question
Am I stranger in the world?

Will you talk to me?
Will you understand me?
will you hold me?
Will you embrace me?
or Am I still a stranger in the world?

You came, you listened
you kissed, you hugged
you broke, you left.
For you,
I bacame a stranger in the world.

And now you want to come near
My heart is filled with nothing but fear
My mind is numb and flooded with secrets
But I am happy, I have no regrets
Because I am still a stranger in the world.

10 things To do; before I die.

I recently watched a wonderful movie Dasvidaniya of actor Vinay pathak. The story made me think, made me think of the the 10 things I want to do before I die. It was astonishing to see I could not complete a list of 10 things.





Whenever I meet friends instead of a normal "Hi" or "Hello" I would ask "did you watch Dasvidaniya?" If the answer comes "Yes" without thinking twice I would shoot the next question "okay to tell me the 10 things you want to do before you die?".. poor guys.. never talked about movies again :|
Well my list is still incomplete but I'm still deciding to jot it down:

1. To do a PhD... aah it feels so great to have a doctor with your name!

2. To make my parents do all the things which they compromised for me.... (every parent does and its the responsibility of a child to give it back. ).. possibly a Word tour :P

3. To go and watch FC Barcelona and Real Madrid at our Home stadium Camp Nou.


4. To watch a United Pink Floyd's performance.... I so wish that I'd be big enough to attend their Live - 8 performance.

5. To work for the people of my country; politically or socially.. whatever, I just want to work.

6. To tell her, it was not my fault.

rest... I am still figuring out.

till then laterzzzz
see ya

A day in the life (of an engineer :P )

Exam is the essence of life I believe, or you can say I have been made to believe (I am still unsure though :P) and we taste this essence twice a year...

This post is an account of event that happened with me a day before my exam.. :P

Before telling you about it I must take an oath stating that all I am writing here is true to the best of my knowledge... and I do take responsibility of every consequence... i.e you might try this in your next exam and top the merit list. In that case I must be given special award for inspiration.

I woke up at 2 PM had my brunch (breakfast and lunch) and took up the herculean task of studying shivani. Before proceeding further I must tell you guys, it is bible of ever engineering students here in Bhopal, though some man not agree because there are infidels everywhere :P!! (take that topper!!).
Did Unit one with utmost concentration as if I am watching a suspense thriller of James Bond where he is surrounded by a batallion of Russians and wondering how dumb they can be. By the way to be james bond to me is mithun chatrborty of holly..... hey wait! I am writing about my exam. That is some concentration..!!!


My computer is always on.. and I saw one of my school friends online... he was in Hyderabad for some "International" conference.. ammaa khaan miyan hum log choti mote level dekhte hi nahi henge seedhe International!
after talking to him I realised bhai abhi 4 untis bhi hain... then I called up one of my friends' who always teaches me anything.. she caught me unit 2 and unit 3 on fone..
had dinner, took a walk, listened to some songs, etc etc...so by 10 PM I had done 1-2-3 so thot of revising them and clear my doubts. Dude, I too have doubts!! :P.then now another friend came online.. that too school friend.. saale ***** never let me study!! talked to him for a while, in fact quite a while.
then, called another friend she also teachers me everything :P... cleared my doubts revised 1-2-3 and did numericals which I always know I am never going to do them correctly in exam but try zaroor karna hai!!...all this was done by 1 AM.
Then at 1 Am started units 4 and which which were done by 3.. revised them by 4 listened to my fav song... and ...... Slept! :P
Phew..! That was a tiresome day..!! Im sure you guys can associate yourselves with this post..
Apologies for spelling mistakes...
Love ya all
take care
and do comment !!!

what a guy (like me) wants? :P

Ahem, So here is my first post...
Let me tell you guys that my humor is little dark, and dry; please take it in good spirit :P

I along with my good ol' chaddi buddy friend Amit who is in fact quite a girl repellent went onto a ride. What we call a "round" in the city. We were then talking about the kind of girl who can go out with us... Poor souls we are, we have always had limited options :(
So we decide to live in our dream world and think of certain requirements (better call characteristics) a girl can have to be our girlfriend. We came up with a four point conditional formula which is:

1. A girl should be beautiful: This is the most obvious condition and you dont need to be "mister know it all" to guess that.

2. Should be a little bold and should approach us first :P(in hindi, shud be chichori:O): ahem IS there anything to explain in that? and please dont bash me for this condition told ya my humor is a little bit "hat ke".

3. Should be filthyyyyyy rich :P: yaay! so that when we go out, she can pay the bills =))

4. Should have a bad taste in men: 'coz we're not the brad pitts' or george clooneys'

So any girl who can satisfy this criteria can be my girlfriend. Till then I am single again, but with experience :))